today..

hola! como estas?

me and you....

I love you.

LOVES NEW MOON!

Jacob Black + Edward Cullen are so freaken dang hott! (:

The movie was soooo good! Omg, I enjoyed it very much!
I miss you KongMeng.... and you just left to NC a while ago!

hola! it's been sooo long since I've updated! hhaha.

well, Raiden is spending the whole entire week with us and OMG... i love that little boy.He's such a crybaby and brat, but he's so adorable and funny at the same time. =)

Me and KongMeng are doing good. It's been one year and ten months, but still very strong! It's wonderful to have him as my bestfriend and my love. [:

Hmmm, things are going great. I'm going to CA in less than a month! Omg, i'm super duper excited that I can't hide it! hahaha. but, it kind of sucks because I'm going to miss christmas and new years eve with KongMeng.. oh well, I guess there's next year. =/

Thanksgiving is tomorrow and I'm so thankful for all the people in my life. I love and care for them all dearly and I hope nothing changes!

okay, i gtg. bye!

Hmm, there are so many things that I really want to do, so I need to start saving money!!! grrr. LOL.
Well, I'm going to CA this christmas and because I don't work anymore, I don't really have money.. so that means I need to save all the money I can get and get some from my parents! lol...


well, I gtg. watching movie and then doing homework and studying in a little bit.

when you're strong and in pain......

NEW MOON COMES OUT FRIDAY! WHOO!
I'm soo excited, that I can't hide it! hehehe. =)


I miss KongMeng soo much and it sucks to be soo far away. =(

I love you KongMeng. Will update pictures + profile later!

It's just amazing to me how criminals get away with getting thousands of dollars worth of loans, but a poor college student can't! The world is so unfair that it's almost unreal to me. My gosh, i hate college and I hate expensive colleges! I'm continuously being billed for something so stupid and useless, especially things that I wasn't supposed to be billed on! grr..

I am forever hating Mercer.
gtg to class and lab. bye.

grrr. Kongmeng's making me feel like crap. urghhh. I hate my boyfriend right now, but I'll love him again in one hour! haha. watching some movies. Didn't get much accomplished tonight! =(

November 9, 2009

It was so nice to spend time with my family this weekend! I finally got to see my fattie Raiden! Omg, he's so freaken mean and naughty now! lol. but, oh well. I miss him soo much and I didn't even give him his present yet, so I will need to do that this weekend at New Years!

Hmm, i'm not really excited about New Years.... overall, I just want some food, see my old friends, and watch KongMeng play soccer. =) That's about it! hehe.
Today has been okay. I've been so freaken tired! LOL. It sucks going home and having sucha  good time and then come back to school and be DEPRESSED! goshh... grr! Well, I guess this ends my day today. I'll edit more later. Bye! (:

November 5, 2009

Today has been horrible! I lost my Mercer bear card and it sucks 500 butts! Omg, I'm so freaken piss off because I need it to get in everywhere! grrr...

Well, I miss my baby so much! (My little Raiden).

November 4, 2009

I feel so unappreciated. =/

I'm so fed up with things like this. grrrr. So tired of your bi-polar attitude. Not acceptable MISSY!


ANYWAYS....
school was good today minus the chemistry lab report and my five page paper... I have one page to go, but I'll finish it tomorrow when I wake up since I'm super sleepy. No class until 1:40 tomorrow!! whoo! GO DARLENE!

Good night.

November 3, 2009

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY RAIDEN LO!! <3
Auntie misses and loves your fat boogery butt!!!!


Damn, I'm so fed up with Mercer's BULLSHITS!! Omg, this school is so expensive and retarded at the same time!!!! grrrrr..................
I don't understand why I have to include a meal plan and all these other bullshits for my tuition. I could live off of food outside of the cafeteria and save $2500!! I'm so freaken stress out all the time over stupid stuff like this bc it's so dumb.. the 2500 should go towards something more relevant. shit.

I'm so piss right now. My life sucks. My spring semester schedule sucks too.
Here's an option right now:
1. Biology 112
2. Chm 112
3. Calculus 1
4. FYS 
these four classes total up to 16 hours! shit. I freaken hate this school so much, gosh... Can't wait to graduate and say goodbye!


On the plus side, I'm on the pharmacy guaranteed admission now! YAY!


I miss you KongMeng!!!

November 2, 2009

So, Raiden's big 2nd birthday is tomorrow! I'm so sad because I won't get to see my little bratty booger! However, that isn't stopping me from buying him something adorable. I miss him so much.. sometimes, i miss him more than anything in the world!! =) My hunnie is at school and I'm just waiting for him to get home so he can call me.
School is getting harder and harder everyday. Each day, I have something new to worry about and it sucks. Sometimes, I get so frustrated that I just want to transfer to a cheap community college, but if I do that, I know it'll be so hard to get into Pharmacy school. So, I guess I better stay at Mercer.. since I did work hard to earn this spot. (:
I miss all of my friends and family at home, but in order for me to grow up and become independent, I need to escape from them all. I need to know if I can live and cope in this different world where I've never experienced before. Macon isn't that bad of a city, but I did get hit on in downtown by this ugly ass man! Shoot, he scared the crap out of me.. grrr...

ANYWAYS....

Hmm, I'm currently in love with Kobe Bryant! <3 I watched his game last night with my love and DANG! 41 points throughout the game! =) He makes me so proud.. and he definately earned the title, MVP!

My roomie Jasmine and I are now married women! She is married to Usher and I'm married to Orlando Bloom and Kobe Bryant......my marriage with Orlando Bloom isn't legalized though. hahaha.